I really hope you don't mind this time

This particular time I allowed myself paraphrasing a smart friend of mine, even though I'm aware I'm not very good speaking myself through others mind. Actually, I'm not good throwing myself through anywhere but garbage.
Please, listen to me carefully 'cause I'm not saying this twice and History says you don't have pretty much an ear.
At this point, you probably had time to notice that I dont have much money, or voice, or class. I dont belong to a beloved family and I dont take a lot of friends to get along with. Now, you can obviously conclude I dont have plenty of your qualities to offer. That been told, you must know this isn't also the best I can do, 'cause my best I'm still trying to figure it out. A bunch of nonsense words amount together: this is my gift to you. Go, go tell everybody - only because you can.
It may be quite crappy but now that it's done I hope you don't mind (really) that I put down in words:

how wonderfull life is while you are my complete world.