sábado, 9 de abril de 2011

I Know What This Song Is About - Part 2

Actually, there is a risk about start hearing everything. You see, there are some voices that you don't want to hear. Those inside our heads, you know?
After you teach me how to listen, I keep doing that all the time, and know I have to deal with me. With my own thoughts.
It was so much easier when I could just not to listen myself, I was able to lie to me. And now I can't. I can't pretend that I'm not feeling what I'm feeling, or that I'm not wishing what I'm wishing.
Please, keep that secret to you: I'm completely scared. I'm afraid of this part of me that I'm knowing right now and that I had no idea that was there all this time.
You were right: It is easy like breath, easy like blink, the opposite of be... I can't stopp listening once I learned how to do it.
 Now you just have to teach how to deal with it. How to deal with what I'm feeling right now.

Will you?

quarta-feira, 6 de abril de 2011

I Know What This Song Is About

Did you feel that? It just appear from nowhere. And now I know, I know what nobody need to tell me, because words aren't necessary! Aren't you hearing that? We are together here, listening to the same song, breathing the same air, can't you realize what I just did? 
It's like a lonely man... He feels lonely because he lived all his life apart from the world, by choice. But it isn't because he is a bad man, can't you tell his is good? I think he's dying... He has a beautiful daughter and he never spoke to her... I don't know exactly why, it's difficult to understand what this is trying to say, help me!
You can't, can you?
Breath, Chanice, just breath! It's easy like that, easy like be. NO! Not easy like be. Be isn't easy, is exactly the opposite... I mean, is natural, you know? Simply like blinking! Yes, that is the right word. Now, can you blink for me? Came on!
Music is his life, his air, his world. Is just the way he express himself. People used to think he doesn't have a heart, a soul, a feeling. Only because he is different, do you believe?? People are so damn... I would probably say he is the biggest heart I know... 
Imagine how would be if people could see what I'm seeing right now!!
Will you be like those people, Chanice? Wouldn't you be able to see? 



And than she saw it.
(Wasn't that easy for her. To hear. She was more used to speak than to hear. I mean, hear isn't always more difficult? I believe yes. But she tried hard that time. She tried with things that she wasn't used to try. Like, not to use the ear, but to use the soul. It's always easier when you put your soul on things you do. For the first time she was able to feel her soul completely. Normally, it used to be missing something, and another person was used to complete the empty space. But not that time. That time everything was there, nothing missing, nothing else completing. All hers, all soul, all listening. Together.)